TY - BOOK AU - Evans,John W. TI - Should I still wish: a memoir T2 - American lives SN - 9780803295797 AV - HQ1058.5.U5 U1 - 155.2/4 23 PY - 2017///] CY - Lincoln PB - University of Nebraska Press KW - Evans, John W. KW - Widowers KW - United States KW - Biography KW - Wives KW - Death KW - Psychological aspects KW - Loss (Psychology) KW - Adjustment (Psychology) KW - Man-woman relationships KW - Remarriage KW - BIOGRAPHY & AUTOBIOGRAPHY / Personal Memoirs KW - bisacsh KW - BIOGRAPHY & AUTOBIOGRAPHY / Social Scientists & Psychologists KW - FAMILY & RELATIONSHIPS / Life Stages / General KW - PSYCHOLOGY / Developmental / General KW - PSYCHOLOGY / Developmental / Lifespan Development KW - PSYCHOLOGY / General KW - Electronic books N2 - "In this candid and moving memoir, John W. Evans articulates the complicated joys of falling in love again as a young widower. Though heartbroken after his wife's violent death, Evans realizes that he cannot remain inconsolable and adrift, living with his in-laws in Indiana. Motivated by a small red X on a map, Evans musters the courage for a cross-country trip. From the Badlands to Yellowstone to the foothills of the Sierra Mountains, Evans's hope and determination propel him even as he contemplates his vulnerability and the legacy of a terrible tragedy. Should I Still Wish chronicles Evans's efforts to leave an intense year of grief behind, to make peace with the natural world again, and to reconnect with a woman who promises, like San Francisco itself, a life of abundance and charm. With unflinching honesty Evans plumbs the uncertainties, doubts, and contradictions of a paradoxical experience in this love story, celebration of fatherhood, meditation on the afterlife of grief and resilience, and, ultimately, showcase for life's many profound incongruities"-- UR - https://search.ebscohost.com/login.aspx?direct=true&scope=site&db=nlebk&db=nlabk&AN=1416486 ER -